Don't cry!

Ahhh I don't know what to say. I'm so afraid I'll give in to tears tomorrow. Hahaha I just think I might cry cos it'll be so emotional. (i hope not though) Ahhh I can't help but feel terrible that I didn't really make an effort to get closer to many many people in our class, like i don't know why. No point regretting now but I guess I didn't really see the need to before. It's so sad that instead of getting closer to some friends, I became more distant to them. I remember being quite close to Eden in Sec 1, hahaha math tuition then was soooooooo fun! We would just laugh at the teacher non stop. (He's really weird and pronounces 'two' weirdly) We'll be practically laughing/ gossiping/ trying to concentrate. Then I quit quite like in Term 2/3? Ahhh then ever since then, we don't really talk much. We were so close and now its like )':.

Then there's another friend that makes me guilty again. Ahh Jessica! I don't I said more than 5 sentences to her in these 2 years! Can you believe it? I'm horrible. I feel so urgh now cos it's not that I can do anything now or change anything, Its just going to be that way.

Idk what to do already I just hope that tomorrow,

1) Everything will be okay
2) Ruined friendships will fall in place again.
3) I speak more to those who I have sinned against. (and I'm not exaggerating)

)':

Hopefully my sausages tomorrow will make up for everything.

(who am i kidding? srsly)

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last day of school.

last day being with 202 tomorrow.

last day of my nonsence.

)":

please don't cry tomorrow