Bieberrrrr

Ahahaha today was sooo fun! Especially during Geog (': can't wait for our presentation. Ahahahaha its gonna be so fun. Nothing much actually happened today. But something bothered me towards the end of the day.

I guess its really none of my business but sometimes we must let things go. Not everyone is like us, like financially and stuff. I understand maybe she's slightly going overboard but please lah, my heart goes )': when i see her. Just let it go please. See it as not everyone is not as priveleged as us. Made me actually think of myself wasting and stuff/ Sigh.

Oh this is actually a continuation of yesterday's post. I was feeling moody/ unsastisfied/ pissed with life but guess what? I realised something. I shouldn't be complaining at all. I not even experiencing an ant worth of what others are. I was on youtube seeing Chris Medina- related videos. Its just so sad. I bet any of your boyfriends now would leave you if suddenly got paralysed in an accident. But guess out of that 238540583405835830 people in this world, he did. He stayed and stuck with her through the thickest of times. All those meaningless fights are so not considered "thickest of times". I was just so sad watching the videos. I just wanna say that people like Chris Medina will be blessed for there are not many beings like him.

Amen

feeling like crap

posting again, cos I feel so ): I don't understand why I'm so dissatisfied with my friends. :/ its just so asdfghjkl to be jealous(?!) not to have other friends that I wished i had. Its not that my current friends are bad or anything, they're awesome, honest. Butbutbutbut I don't know lah, sigh what's wrong with me. Its like I want to do other things that i wished i could do if I had other friends. Feel damn not shu fu.

but then again the grass is always greener on the other side.

so there

Day 6: 3 dislikes

Well I will definitely say liars, two facers and uhmm double physics block. Ahahhaha. Sorry lah I really don't like lab sessions, its damn hot x( I don't feel like elaborating so yahh.

I haven't posted in 3 days I think. Its the feeling like you wanna post about something, but then you know you can't/ won't do it in the end. Ahhhhh. It sucks. Oh ya I actually wanted to post yesterday cos I was feeling crappy but I didn't cos I needed to revise for Chinese (which by the way went quite well! I think!(':) Yesterday i was so pmsing towards the end of the day like from cle, I was already pissed off. I'm not really sure why but i think it was a misunderstanding, and since then i was really so annoyed I don't even know why or who:/

But I felt way better after a while hahaha Thanks Yijing! <3 Yayaya papers today was fine(: I hope/ Yeah gonna go Koi later hopefully, the milk tea was actually good. Oh while I'm at Iluma I hope to buy some stuffffff! Sigh my eye sore's coming back, It hurts ttm):

I'm really running out of things to do/ watch. I'll have to find some new joys. Anyway congrats Guitar on the Gold! Congrats Patience<3 You rawk! Kk I'm gonna find stuff to do. Can you believe it? I'm usually wanting to do some many thingsss.

tataa!

Day 5 (: 3bestmemories;

Well I was thinking about this for a while and I realise I have a lot of secrets I never told anyone before. Its really asdfghjkl annoying, I really want to let it all out, but something is holding me back, the fear of being judged. )': Sigh. Tell me if you want me to tell you stuff kk. Hahaha, if you even care, that is. So yeah I always have these random fears my friends are talking about me in their posts. It haunts me, honestly. Today I bought 3 new "cheapo" pens which looked really good in Popular, but I think it may not last long): Desperately need to get hair ties asap, my rubber band is getting looser and looser and I hate it when my hair goes all down. Today was another quite productive day I would say. I realised something, if you actually do all your work while the sun's still out, there's no need for staying up late to complete work etc. Okay I think I'll go off topic too much already, so back to 3 best memories.

Okay this is so anti- climax but sorry I'll not say one cos its way too personal and I rather tell to people I trust etcetcetc. (see again, I'm still not telling, hahaha I'm analysing myself)
In no particular order:

1. The day that ________________ said ____________. (Sorry!)
2. The day Nicole and I and Nurul became friends again! (':
3. Honestly, I can't recall a 3rd incident cos otherwise if I write what I have in mind, it'll probably another one with lots of ___________ in the sentence. Sigh, sorry for being so un-fun.

It's really those small incidents that mould the person in the end, not that the big ones don't. Its these small things that make your day and impact you, well that's how I feel personally.

I'm kind of done with my work for tomorrow so yay! Thanks YiJing for your snd book, sigh I feel so bad /: I'll try my best not to anyhow borrow stuff from you kk?

Okay this is super important:
GOOD LUCK PATIENCE ON SYF TOMORROW, THE RESULTS DON'T MATTER, ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT YOU POUR YOUR HEART OUT ON THAT STAGE, KNOWING THAT YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE IT WITH NO REGRETS. ALL YOUR HARD WORK, TRANSLATE THAT INTO EMOTIONS,(: I LOVE YOUU TILL ETERNITY<3 JY


Anyway, I think I'm done here, Good bye!

xoxo
Tata

one of those days

Hey(:

Day 4 Challenge:

3 Favourite Blogs

In no particular order, in alphabetical order:

1.     Patience(:

2.     Yijing:D

3.     Actually I don’t think I’ll say, cos the person may not like it, its private I think(:

Today was so productive yknow, like really. It makes me happy ;D. When I got up, I had breakfast then I studied a little bit of Malay, still not sure how that was possible:O Then I went for Easter mass at 9am! Guess who I saw, its really been a while since we went for the same mass, so in a way, it was quite asdfghjkl for me. Hahaha I bet whoever whose reading this thinks I’m mad, haha whatever :/ I came home to get my spectacles then I went to Grand Optical to go for an eye test. Apparently, my degrees went up by 50 degrees for both eyes:O I’m not sure how bad that was but yep, it’ll be adjusted on Thursday. I’ll be changing the degrees of my remaining two pairs of contact lenses at home. Oh and I ordered a new set of 6 pairs!

As soon as I got home, I studied Chinese from like 1 to 7 plus, yes that long. Its scary, but guess what? I finished studying from Chapter 6 to 12. 12 freaking chapters. Yes, I’m really proud of myself today. It was quite annoying, but I pulled through. (‘: Then, I did some Malay revision and did a compo. It was okay, I guess. :O. Hahahaha I’m taking my rest now:P

I’m quite looking forward to tomorrow, cos my bag is gonna be so light tomorrow! Did I mention I filed my file on Friday? Yes I think I did, but I’m so glad I did. Its way way way thinnerrrrrr. Hehehe and can’t wait to carry a light bag tomorrow(‘: Wonder what’s happening for Aesthetics tomorrow, really hoping its not art. I suck at art. )’:

YAYAYAYAYAYA We so excited. Hahah sorry. Gonna admire my file now. Byeeee.

 Tataaaaa :X

 Xoxo

P.s I don’t know why but I really feel like changing my background so don’t be shocked if I do. Hehehehe

Day 3 Challenge

1. She's the Man
2. Another Cinderella Story
3. Gameplan?

Okay sorry these movies are very lame-ish but I figured they were the  movies I had watched the most number of times without getting bored. Like really a lot of times(':

Yay I'm so happy I finally filed my file, like its way thinner now. I'm so so so happy(: My bag is gonna be so light on Monday(: And I just found out that Thursday's malay exam is only on Composition so YAY (Y) I thought it was on PPA :O It just keeps getting better.

Congratulations CO on the GOLDDD <3 Go Yijing, Mary and Dom! You guys did it(: Y'know I think I can almost memorise the CO songs cos I hear them prac like everyday:O Oh oh oh I'll talk about what happened yesterday (very vaguely). My batch and I went out well not the whole batch, only Kim Ati, Yan Bin, Swan and Lai. We went to far east to eat. We ended up at Macs cos originally we wanted to go pepper lunch or something like that but we figured it wasn't halal so we went macs! haha then we went to Daiso and bought stuff for something. (very vague indeed) and guess what? I bought this file which I really like a lot. Since Daiso sells everything at $2 I found it very worth it. I know, I'm very cheapskate, whatever. ahaha.

We then went to ION 4 level to do some stuff. (yes very vague again) It was so productive and fun! YAY I LOVE 13ATCH <3 <3 <3

Thanks Swan for the logo thing, its really pretty oh and don't worry your secret's safe with me(':

okay I'm gonna go do other stuff now.

tata

RGAK WE ARE GOLDEN!

                                                                 Lilin, Cherilyn, Me

                                                              HuiYing, Me, Munifa

                                                                B13ATCH and Jingyi

                                                                              Sec 1s

SYF was so ASDFGHJKL ;O Amazing, honestly the whole experience altogether was priceless. It was completely different from my previous SYF in primary school for Strings Ensemble o.o We were all in the dance studio by 6 and were all putting up make up/ camwhoring/ pinning scarves etc.(': By 8 plus we left for Replubic Poly. I was nervous as hell before the performance. Like really really. Just hearing Hougang sec play made me nervous. They were good and they had used "outside instuments", unlike RGAK. Their dynamics was superb! Great job Hougangians? Hougangers? Okay whatever haha; I was literally tearing backstage, before our performance. It was just too muchhhhh. I was nervous that we would screw up.

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT, the split second I walked on that stage, I smiled so hard my jaws started to ache. I thought about all the hard work we had put in, the many hours of pracing non stop, the sweat and pain in our knees when we practiced picking up and and exchanging our Angklungs. All this only meant one thing, we had put in so much effort, we only needed to show it. Getaran was actually rather smooth as compared to how we usually played it, though there was still some improvement. On my part, I was proud, I had played every single note with dynamics, seriously.

Tandak was BOOMZXCZXCZXC. It was amazing, the tempo, POW sound and the whole movement and smiles. We owned it guys, from the bottom of our hearts we did. The contrast in the second piece was just so GRANDDDD and ATTENTION GRABBING, RGAK we played our best everrrr(;

All in all, I really could feel the juices in my stomach twisting and turning, from the emotions of Getaran, I swear. We had gotten it right(: I smiled my best in Tandak, throughout and I'm sure everyone else did too. We had played music from our hearts and sang voices with our Angklungs. We were performers, we were successful performers.

Going back to school was a bit the embarrassing, so many people saw me in make up onnn)': Sigh, at least it came off, I remember the last time it didn't come off, I was so desperate, Hahaha. Friends are awesome, they say nice stuff to you to make you feel good. Thanks guys! <3 Oh and thanks to those, who followed me to the toilet to help remove make up(:

At 1.45 we left back for RP, it was super duper scary. I spent 1 hour, talking praying trying to chill before the arrival of the judges. When they came, they commented on the overall perfomances and I guess we had mixed feelings about how we fared, but guess what we FREAKING GOT GOLDDDDD! and hehe Siglap got Silver, not to gloat or anything, but they really deserved it, they were really going overboard with the singing and the cellos. For god sake its Angklung Ensemble, not Choir/ Strings/ Band!

And after finding out no other school got gwh, I just wanted to scream(: It was seriously so overwhelming. Thanks seniors, juniors, Mr Ho, Mrs Abbas, B13ATCH and most importantly KakF(:
You guys are the best. <3 x 2392309853948509280539823502123. (';

Today was the best the of the month, no doubt. Love you guysssss.
RGAK we are GOLDEN, and will always be

forever and always <3

tata. xoxoxooxo

GO B13ATCHHHHH (: <3

Tomorrow is our Wedding Day!

Tomorrow is our bid day, the biggest day in this month, SYF. For real! Trying not to freak out whatsoever(':  I have to get to bed before 10, otherwise we'll get booked, haha honestly I find it quite funny (': Feeling quite at peace because I already told all the Sec1s what they need to take note of, hopefully they do!

Today was okayokay. Did I mention that my RS group got into CmPS! Hell yeah, really wanted to get in(': Hehehehe ILY you guys (YiJing, Dini, Louise, Sook May, Cherilyn and KishPom) Yeah, can't wait to camwhore tomorrow, yayaya.

Prac was a bit ._. at first but I guess we improved by deproved a little at the end. We must play well tomorrow and I know we will. 52 hearts at the RP, we can do this (': Tomorrow we have to meet at school by  6 with foundation and powder on. Hope everyone makes it on time! (':

Feeling rather (cacarmarba) omg this is scary. I could only think of the word in Malay. It means mixed feelings. Its scary :O!Hehehhee.

I'll end off this post with my Day 2 Challenge.
3 Favourite Songs.

Well, I change favourite songs real easily so at this point of time, I'll have to say

1. ET by Katy Perry

2. I Do. by Colbie

3. Getaran/ Tandak? :/

Hehehehe

tata(': xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2 more days. Don't count the days. Make sure these days COUNT!

Day 1: (8 day challenge(':)
3 Turn ons:

Wow, I really don't know. Okay urm,

1. Signs of being understanding
2. Sensitive
3. Thoughtful?

I don't know who to explain it really. Hehe. Anyway, today was okay I guess(': Nothing big happened, Suprisingly Ms Chen didn't call me at all, probably cos I looked attentive. Aesthetics was FUNNNN ;D. Learnt the new step called 'Link' and honestly, I can't remember it now. ;0 Arh well, I'll just copy off someone next week, Hehehe

Yay! I <3 today's prac! Even though it was the longest prac, 2.30 to 6.30, I really found it productive. The first session of before and after comparison, truly made me reflect on how we managed to improve from the ground to the sky, and there's just that last hurdle to travel from the sky to heavens. Okay, am I making sense? You get what I mean right ._.
Today, I tried playing with dynamics, and really feeling the music, with my stomach! (It helps)
I think our CDABbABbCBbA still needs to  be smoother. Other than that, its relatively smooth. Tandak livened up lots today, after the realisation that it lacked energy(':

Here's something I learnt something, squating down and standing up 293402985904380950 times in heels really can kill ;O It was super tiring, but yeah it was worth it in the end, in reducing the noise level in putting down Aks. Here's some motivation talk: When we're squating down on that stage to put down our aks etc, remember today and how much we practised and all the sweat and make it all worth it;

2 more days. Don't count the days. Make sure it countsssss; <3

RGAKKKKK All the way(':

8 day Challenge

Day 1:♀ Three turn ons
Day 2:♫ Three favourite songs
Day 3: ♧ Three favourite movies
Day 4: ❤ Three favourite blogs
Day 5: ✿ Three best memories
Day 6: ✖ Three dislikes
Day 7: ✈ Three favourite countries
Day 8: ✽ Three favourite foods

Hey I'll start tomorrow, way too tired now )': 

Inspiringggg (:

2 Days, 1 Ensemble 50 Hearts; RGAK gooooo;

Hello!


Hmm where do I start? Initially I had signed into blogspot to rant even more about how depressed I was about:

a) Being lied to by a senior who had meant a lot to me
b) Being ignored by someone else who had also meant a lot to me.
c) Stressed out by my CCA and SYFFFF;O

But then, but then, but then, I went to Patience's blog, and it really made me smile, like honestly. These days I was very sad about almost everything, but after reading her post it made my day (Y) I was so touched and it really made me reflect on my friendships. I really appreciate my friendship with Patience, we have 235895439753945297 memories that we share, since sec 1! We got scolded by Mrs Anis together, Mrs Kumaran and gazillion more. I never really realised it, but she's one of the people I can actually be myself with, unlike the many other "close friends" I have. ILY Patienceeeeee!

Now addressing the a) b) and c) part. 


a) I guess its more of jealousy. I act like I don't but honestly, deep within, I do. And it hurts bad.
b) I don't even want to talk about it. Ask me yourself
c) Saturday hadn't really gone well but guess what, I'm trying not to be discouraged but to see it in  a positive light that, I need to climb over that final barrier before we reach our destination 


I'm not gonna think about these sad things anymore. After all, I have many other things that I can treasure and not be upset about.

Tomorrow's prac is from 2.45 to 6.30 Really hoping it'll be productive and we'll sort everything out. I'm sure we will! Lets do this RGAK We play music from our hearts <3 Oh oh oh and good luck to my dearies Yijing Mary and Dom (RGCO) for SYF on Thursday and Patience (RGuitar) for your SYF a week later! You can do it.

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yesterday and a beeet of today

Hey


Things aren't really going very well. I just feel so pissed and frustrated and upset recently, especially yesterday. Everything that happened today was )': First we had combined SYF preview with STC, SAC and MP. It was bad ;O. Rg was the worst out of the lot. I was honestly very shock, but I saw it with my own eyes, and yes it was true. What made me even sadder was that KakF cried cos we were rude and stuff and didn't actually pay attention to her and help work with her. Our sound was also way )': she told us to not disgrace her. I felt to sorry because we had let her down, in front of her other 3 schools, and she was from Rg herself. I felt even sadder when Zhuo ning and the other seniors cried, I just cried too. I didn't really know what was wrong at first but it was pretty obvious after a while. We had let KakF and Zhuo ning down. 
As we stood round that circle arms around each other, I kept thinking to myself, we trained so freaking hard from Jan to now and its like we put in 100% but not all of that was coming out. We need to show the 100% we have and way more. We smile because we love Angklung, not because we are told to/ we're being arrogant. Move because we feel the music, the rhythm, not like a swing door from left to right. 


We have 2 days ti SYF, no kidding, we need to get out dynamics right. We can do this thing RGAK(:
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Then, I went to church. And guess who I say there)': It really made me upset cos it reminded me of what happened last year. Sadly, Alicia wasn't there. I still feel butterflies in my stomach idk why, Why am I still hanging there? )': Went for mass after and stuff, it was the same damn thing as last year. 


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But but but, I'm feeling way better now(: Saw Alicia online and asked her many many things. She told me almost everything and I feel so at peace, honestly. Thanks Alicia! Can you believe it, God is amazing. Just as I was thinking about asking Alicia some stuff, she came online! (': Going to solve the problem as soon as possible. I intend to study only Chinese chinese and chinese and the necessary peribahasas for the next two weeks before my CSP and Malay exam! Really need the CSP, just in case I screw up something(':


Congratulations Choir for the smashing Gold wHonours. You guys deserve it.


Keep striving for the best, all other PAs. We can do it. 


Oh I almost forgot. Even though the church reflection day was 90% boring, I did learn something out of there. I learnt what it took to be a successful person, free of charge, without going to any of those superficial Tony Buzan courses (idk something like that :O)


A successful person is someone who knows that he/ she has no boundaries and limits and can achieve anything. I thought about it a lot in the reflection process and realised that this actually pertains to my CCA. We want to be a successful musicians , who can achieve anything. We have no limits, let's reach for the sky and heavens above. 


Amen.


p.s I may post about today later, if i feel like it. (':
p.ps to those who read paragraph 3 and are curious, ask me and i may tell


xoxo 

Its Friday Friday

Today was just so asdfghjkl indescribable. Like honestly. Almost every bit of it was. In geography, my teacher called me thrice and kept coming near where I sit to see if I was doing my worksheet. It was just so pissing of. I hate it when teachers do that. I know they do it cos they care, but it really pisses me off. 


In English, I really pissed Mrs Kumaran off. Well not me entirely, Patience and Mary toooo. She turned around halfway and literally screamed Shut up at me and the rest. She was really mad. I feel so bad especially to Vanna, Thamim and the rest of their group. I had not bothered to listen to what they were presenting but continued my conversation. Its sad and embarrassing, really. Then in Physics, my teacher called me once to make sure I was listening. I feel so not in the mood to do anythingggg. 

On a brighter side, my Malay teacher didn't come today! Yay no offence. Its just that I really like it when a teacher doesn't comeeee. Hehehe. CCA was alright too. I think I need to improve on technique. I'm not used to the new Angklungs, no matter how beautiful the sound it produces. Movement and expressions are confusing. I don't know who to listen to, honestly )': I love my batchmates and the lovely seniors and juniors. We are one big family its really heartening. (':


Tomorrow, we have CCA again, but at Mac. Hope we show them what we are made of and I know we can play well tomorrow! Hope it turns out well. I'm sure we can learn something from the other schools too there, be it technique or attitude or even team bonding. Pretty excited actually(': Then after that, I'll shoot off to church for my Reflection Day Activity. Hope its fun and not to boring. Hehhehe. 


Now, there are 4 seniors at my house, who will be sleeping over. No comments on anything.


Anyway, got to get makeup ready soon, and costumes too and sms the sec 1s to tell them the stuff to get ready for. 


sayonara
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katyperryyyyyy :3

 Gosh she's amazinggg! 

extraterrestrial

            Nyehehehe I'm totally obsessed with ET. sigh its really good. (': Today was okay i guess except for Ms Chen's boring double physics block. This week's coming to an end soon! 5 more days to SYF. Its scary really. I'm starting to feel it. There's prac tomorrow at the hall yay! Oh and tomorrow, the sec 4 batch in my cca are coming to my house for a sleep over. I honestly think its gonna be slightly crammed but ah well. I'm so gonna be left out >:O I'll just stay in the bedroom or something. And. there's prac on Sat too! At Macpherson, haha combined prac, with makeup and costume)': and heels. i almost forgot. Nevermind, its all gonna be worth it in the end.


            I think I'm starting to get slightly annoyed with you. When I knew you in sec 1, you were all quiet and everything, though I kinda realised you had a split personality. You're the kinda person that's got a HUGE personality, but its all HIDDEN. I'm not sure whether its being hypocritical, but its honestly very annoying. Like this year, you act all strange and different. Why why why why why? ): ): ): But as humans, I'm sure we all do have the inner personality we don't show many and hide from some people, so no one is at fault. No personal attacks yeah? :/


          I just realised something about myself today. I hate it when people treat me like a kid or something, it really pisses me off, like big time:\ I will not say who what where when how. Haha ask me personally luh if you really want to know. Oh and I hate it when people tell me to sit properly too. It makes me saddd too ):


         Yijing haha this is sooo not a one line post you better not say it is kkk? haha (': yay we is zo coolzxc. Kk gonna do other stuff and clear my table (kind of) for tomorrow!


tata

Argh

Sigh I feel so useless. I broke a promise. Like I hate it when I promise to do something, but I don't in the end. The feeling is just )': I'm so sorry Yijing. I think I like promised for three days but I didn't keep my word. Its depressing, really. 


Feel so freeeeee (Y) Geog and English are overr! I think they went fine- ish. Though geog was just major cramming and writing super quickly. But overall it was okay(': Then, I went for CSP, which almost killed me, this lesson was seriously killing me. I almost wanted to die. :O At 2, I went for CCA practice. I think we are improving, and we are climbing up that ladder to the Gold With Honours! Congrats Fion on getting into SYF team! Please remember the movement we learnt today, its super important for professionalism and presentation, like the more in sync it is, the nicer it looks from high up, where the judges are; so do try to smile genuinely and move expressively, don't be shyyyyy(':


I'm so glad I sit where I sit this term! I totally love the people around me. Sigh I'm so glad I got to know YiJing way way better. She's totally nice! Like I just realised how fun and asdfghjkl awesome she is(': And yay, I'm doing Cmps with her. YiJing if you're reading this, be happyyyyyyy(': ILY  ♥ :') x 8216349274692375928752035729475697363765943569374659374659346563495679346593465963495 
And I mean it! Hehehe 


My mum's totally PMSing. I think she's tired so she's frustrated. )': Arr well. 
I feel lazy, I still haven't replied two wall posts from juniors, I just feel too tired to do it. (its mostly laziness though). Ohhh no! I think i'm running out of shows to watch/ things to do in my free time)':
I need to find something Asap! Yay i'm eating a baby muffin; its damn good(':


For the next 6 days, there's SYF prac, I really hope we improve, its about time I stop saying hope and saying I know we will improve. I'm just too scared)': Good luck malay dance, CO and choir! Syf gwh here we comeeeee~


Anyway, I'm gonna continue finding stuff to dooooo. 
Tata


xoxo

Yijing: THIS IS FOR YOUUUUUUUU <3 <3 <3 Thanks for mentioning me in your blog. Oh and if you're reading this, which I'm quite sure of, do follow me back. Thanks~ xoxo

INJURYYY

Sigh today was so screwed. I injured myself quite badly)': Like my hand is sadded. I don't like it. Its scary. Plus my burnt mark from Mary barely recovered and my sore eyes are killing me;O I guess all I can say is today was not my day.

My hand was so bad that I couldn't play Angklung at first at prac. It was just TOO heavy for my weak       [ )': ] hand ti carry. So I sat at the back and played the random unlikeable notes everyone didn't want to play: C# and F#. These people are deprived. These notes are super nice. B is nice too. So is G# and FFFFFF. Hehehe all my notes. But it improved over time. So I managed to join the rest soon!

Sometimes I feel my friends make me annoyed. Though they have good intentions. Somehow it seems that they're just trying to make themselves feel better when they tell me not to look so sad. For god's sake: I'm not sad. Its just my eyes are red, so it makes me look sad. I'm not even sad. In fact, I only get sad when you tell me not to look sad cos its like as if you can't even tell if I'm sad or not.

And also I was quite pissed in PE today like I think I get annoyed very easily these days. I'm quite sure its because I'm growing up and stuff. Okay i know this sounds weird and stuff, but its true. One day I will go back to this blog and see how dumb I was/ am. Nyeehehe

Quite pleased with RS. Though we really need to get our proposal done. And done well!
Hope the minian guy is as pleased.

Thanks guys for all the concern today about my hand. Here's a shout out to everyone who wished me luck etc.

Thanks Shiting for being nice to bring me to the GO to fix my hand.
Thanks Louise and Dini who followed along
Thanks Atiqah, and Beijun who asked me if I was okay( yes i remembered)
Thanks cikgu I guess for asking if i was fine
Thanks tracey, jingyi, pauline and PEIYUUUUUU (: who showed how much you care. ilove you guysss!
Thanks aletheia and insyirah for your concernnn(:
Thanks juniors who realised and asked me to get well: Munifa and Insyirah and Hui Ying
Thanks my batchmates who were so concerned(: <3
All in all, thanks everyone who cared/ helped. It made me realise how lucky I am to have such great friends. No seriously. Thanks guys!

Okay off to redo and complete q3 of my Geog AA then study ting xie and then eat (yes I'm still hungry after dinner) and then SLEEP. Really need to get some sleep.

OH YES I REMEMBERED SOMETHING I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT:
Today when I was on 190, this old lady gave up her seat for me. She said I was looking very tired and she thought i deserved the seat way more than her. But mostly she gave it up cos she was getting off soon. i was so embarrassed)': an old lady giving up a seat to me?!? This is bad. i really need to work on my facial expressions like i need to look more excited?

Haahahha well today was fairly interesting/ sad but i'm glad its almost over!
thats alllllll.;
TATAAAAA

pissed

I am so pissed right now. I can't even describe it. I feel like just asdfghjkl / 
I shall try to think about other things apart from the current situation right now. 
Please give me strength to keep calm.


Thank you.

we are all born superstarssss

Today i went to school for CCA. I was lethargic at first but then i perked up after break :) But i was really so immature today. I was teared because someone took my note and lost it and another person like kinda stole my note. )': i didn't want to mess up for SYF and losing my note meant losing 1/5 of me. I have 5 notes you see. hehehe/
Thanks Yisi for the comforting! Really made my day Yay favourite senior (Y)
Had tuition just now! Now having my dinner while resting (so called)

I'll talk about what happened yesterday! My Cmps team and i went to Eunos Primary School to roughly gauge the environment there and to speak to the teachers. We were asked to sit in the conference room (the room with rolly chairs that bosses sit!) It was so cool and fun, its my second conference ever! Had my first in primary 6 for PA ccas :') great experience. I really can't wait to get RS started.

Going to Eunos Primary again on Monday to learn stuff from Ms Pamela. We're learning Zoophonics and some other software. Its gonna be crazy fun! Sigh but I'm getting slightly upset with my groupmates. Sometimes, i think i am being judged unnecessarily. Please stop acting that way, its making me feel sad. Other than that the rest are okay! Actually all are, its just I'm extrasensitive at times. /

I think i shall not clique too much with __________ she seemed really nice last year, but this year, she just keeps scolding me and acting like a know- it- all. Its sad how people have changed so quickly. Don't ask me at school who I'm talking about. I won't tell; cos its shocking to know who i am really talking about. )':

Gosh SYF is eating into me. I feel we have improved. Great job sec 1s and 2s. I think we have learnt lots from our seniors. And remember what Zhuo Ning said, no other ccas move like how we do so don't be shy and moveeeee. I think we've improved like a bit but we really need to bring out the essence of the song more. I'm still learning how facial expressions, i hope i'm doing it right!
Articulation is important too. We're moving well i guess.

Enough about SYF. I'm glad my sore eye's improving well!!! Its much way better now. Din't wear contacts for two days and it worked. will only continue wearing tomorrow(': Glad glad glad/
kay i think i've talked enough for this post.
xoxo-