Ahhhh I feel bad not guilty bad I think
Uneasy bad. It really sucks! Its like I really feel like puking
I'm rethinking the whole wordpress thing.
Sigh
Hope tomorrow makes me feel better. But the thing is I was feeling okay at church and all. Sigh what is this?
And guess what I have my favorite time of the month now. Oh the joy
Maybe that's why. But i doubt this feeling is more of ominous rather than random sharp pains.
Looking forward to rs discussions(::: oh and we need 2 people to join our group, we have two empty spaces.
Feel like puking
Sunday, 20 November 2011
Monday, 14 November 2011
Wordpress
Yay I think I'm going to move to Wordpress soon! Then I won't have to privatise but I can have protected posts. Hehehe. And my old posts can be exported with me. Heh Oh to those who I have invited to read: Louise, Yi Jing, Si Ying and Sook May the password to my protected posts will be marshmallows unless each privatised post requires a new password of course.
Hehehe still haven't posted so many things yet! but gah my throat hurts like crappe. I sound stupid, seriously cos I can't project my voice and when I attempt to, my voices just screeches off like a donkey. Sigh its so annoying, it's like I can't even talk right.
Omgomgomg I think Teacher Paul is gonna promote me to Year 3 next year and not retain me! Soooo glad. Cos manymany other people have been skipping the last 3 lessons, which I have not, making it seem that its super impressive that I went. Hahahaha yay! So worried at first.
Hahahaha painted my toe nails this super weird colour, don't know how to describe actually just for fun. Prolly gonna remove it soon. Can't paint my fingers cos I still have cca. )': Hahahah oh wells.
Woke up at 11, then at lunch like not long ago. Now, I'm probably going to create a new wordpresssss.
<3
Hehehe still haven't posted so many things yet! but gah my throat hurts like crappe. I sound stupid, seriously cos I can't project my voice and when I attempt to, my voices just screeches off like a donkey. Sigh its so annoying, it's like I can't even talk right.
Omgomgomg I think Teacher Paul is gonna promote me to Year 3 next year and not retain me! Soooo glad. Cos manymany other people have been skipping the last 3 lessons, which I have not, making it seem that its super impressive that I went. Hahahaha yay! So worried at first.
Hahahaha painted my toe nails this super weird colour, don't know how to describe actually just for fun. Prolly gonna remove it soon. Can't paint my fingers cos I still have cca. )': Hahahah oh wells.
Woke up at 11, then at lunch like not long ago. Now, I'm probably going to create a new wordpresssss.
<3
Thursday, 10 November 2011
Tomorrow I'll write a post directing a short message to everyone of 202. I may scramble it up so maybe only I understand it. But I'll explain if you want. Hahaha but I can't remember everyone's register numbers so yeah.
Can't wait to start on that.
Gah got to sleep now.
Watched x factor just now.
Need tp sleep now cosI have to be in school by 7.20am tomorrow):
Goodnight! (:
ClassParty (?!)
So, Wednesday was the last day of school for our lower secondary life. It was quite interesting. Class party was so NOT a party.
1) Only like 5 people bothered to bring food. As usual people who didn't bother to bring anything still took food, hahha thick skin! (kidding ;] )
2) The computer was spoilt so music couldn't be blasted to add the party atmosphere.
3) Classmates were busy carrying stuff like yearbooks from the GO so I don't think there was much time the class spent time together.
4) Most people were having their own parties individually or in their small groups. Hahaha the individual parties were funny.
5) Ms wong crashed half way >(
Yep so it was actually okay lah because of the lack of party atmosphere and class bondedness-ish ness (no such word hahah) no one cried and no one was emotional. Which was a good thing cos I really didn't want to cry and was hoping no one else would. Thank god for that!
Got some of my classmates addresses. The ones I really care about to be honest. I'm going to write reallly nice letters writing the journey of our friendship. (: Can't wait to start writing and posting!
Gah it's funny how I think I'll miss only some of our classmates. Idk lah I just don't think I miss my closest friends that much cos I have this feeling in me that I'll still be keeping touch with them and I'll still be close to them. The ones I'll really miss are the in between friends, as I call them. They're the ones I am kind of close to but not realllllly? You know what I mean its like yeah I can start a conversation with them anytime but I'm just not thaaaat close to them. I'm going to miss people like Jasmine, Dom, Esther, Eden, Yukie, Kish, Deborah, Ragini. Ahhhh I'm sure there's more but yeah I'm really gonna miss them.
)':
1) Only like 5 people bothered to bring food. As usual people who didn't bother to bring anything still took food, hahha thick skin! (kidding ;] )
2) The computer was spoilt so music couldn't be blasted to add the party atmosphere.
3) Classmates were busy carrying stuff like yearbooks from the GO so I don't think there was much time the class spent time together.
4) Most people were having their own parties individually or in their small groups. Hahaha the individual parties were funny.
5) Ms wong crashed half way >(
Yep so it was actually okay lah because of the lack of party atmosphere and class bondedness-ish ness (no such word hahah) no one cried and no one was emotional. Which was a good thing cos I really didn't want to cry and was hoping no one else would. Thank god for that!
Got some of my classmates addresses. The ones I really care about to be honest. I'm going to write reallly nice letters writing the journey of our friendship. (: Can't wait to start writing and posting!
Gah it's funny how I think I'll miss only some of our classmates. Idk lah I just don't think I miss my closest friends that much cos I have this feeling in me that I'll still be keeping touch with them and I'll still be close to them. The ones I'll really miss are the in between friends, as I call them. They're the ones I am kind of close to but not realllllly? You know what I mean its like yeah I can start a conversation with them anytime but I'm just not thaaaat close to them. I'm going to miss people like Jasmine, Dom, Esther, Eden, Yukie, Kish, Deborah, Ragini. Ahhhh I'm sure there's more but yeah I'm really gonna miss them.
)':
Holidays!
Yes, the holidays are finally here. At last! What can I say? This year went by in a blink. This is what I remember from the beginning of the year.
1) I hated the fact that Ms Wong was our teacher cos I was expecting a much nicer teacher.
2) I loved Mrs Kumaran's lessons even though she picked on me in every single lesson.
3) I cried when I found out Mr Vanan was our teacher. (At home of course, ahaha somehow I was superrrr scared)
4) I thought Cikgu was evil.
I went through the first term having this crazy mindset, haha. But it was fine, I survived it. I remember sitting beside Reetika and Mary in Term 1. It was real fun, honestly! Hahaha I remember always getting picked on by teachers because of that stupid seat. Somehow it gets teacher's attention.
In term 2, I sat beside Esther and Mary(again!) Hahaha that was good too. I actually remember trying to change seats cos I was unsure whether I'll get along well with those around me. Turns out Term 2 was one of my favourite terms! I got to know Esther and Yi Jing wayyyy better! It was fun and cool! Ahh sadly, we all separated in Term 3.
I sat with Dom and Jasmine in Terms 3 & 4. It was okaaaay. Hahaha I remember Jasmine was a leeeeetle mean to Dom at the start. She kept bugging Dom to exchange place with her so that she could sit with me and we could talk. We kept calling Dom our obstruction. Hahaha so mean right? But then I realised that beneath that "Lyshie wyshee" (-.-) side of her, she was actually very similar to me! We both didn't really like any of the teachers that much. (oh my this inspires me to write a post of people who inspired/ made an impact in my life this year)
I wanna do one of those lists thinggi Louise did. (Inspired by her friend, Sharvani!) It's really cool! (: But I'll do it slightly different maybe I'll do it tomorrow at school before CCA maybe? Look forward to that, I can't wait to write that.
(:
1) I hated the fact that Ms Wong was our teacher cos I was expecting a much nicer teacher.
2) I loved Mrs Kumaran's lessons even though she picked on me in every single lesson.
3) I cried when I found out Mr Vanan was our teacher. (At home of course, ahaha somehow I was superrrr scared)
4) I thought Cikgu was evil.
I went through the first term having this crazy mindset, haha. But it was fine, I survived it. I remember sitting beside Reetika and Mary in Term 1. It was real fun, honestly! Hahaha I remember always getting picked on by teachers because of that stupid seat. Somehow it gets teacher's attention.
In term 2, I sat beside Esther and Mary(again!) Hahaha that was good too. I actually remember trying to change seats cos I was unsure whether I'll get along well with those around me. Turns out Term 2 was one of my favourite terms! I got to know Esther and Yi Jing wayyyy better! It was fun and cool! Ahh sadly, we all separated in Term 3.
I sat with Dom and Jasmine in Terms 3 & 4. It was okaaaay. Hahaha I remember Jasmine was a leeeeetle mean to Dom at the start. She kept bugging Dom to exchange place with her so that she could sit with me and we could talk. We kept calling Dom our obstruction. Hahaha so mean right? But then I realised that beneath that "Lyshie wyshee" (-.-) side of her, she was actually very similar to me! We both didn't really like any of the teachers that much. (oh my this inspires me to write a post of people who inspired/ made an impact in my life this year)
I wanna do one of those lists thinggi Louise did. (Inspired by her friend, Sharvani!) It's really cool! (: But I'll do it slightly different maybe I'll do it tomorrow at school before CCA maybe? Look forward to that, I can't wait to write that.
(:
Tuesday, 8 November 2011
Don't cry!
Ahhh I don't know what to say. I'm so afraid I'll give in to tears tomorrow. Hahaha I just think I might cry cos it'll be so emotional. (i hope not though) Ahhh I can't help but feel terrible that I didn't really make an effort to get closer to many many people in our class, like i don't know why. No point regretting now but I guess I didn't really see the need to before. It's so sad that instead of getting closer to some friends, I became more distant to them. I remember being quite close to Eden in Sec 1, hahaha math tuition then was soooooooo fun! We would just laugh at the teacher non stop. (He's really weird and pronounces 'two' weirdly) We'll be practically laughing/ gossiping/ trying to concentrate. Then I quit quite like in Term 2/3? Ahhh then ever since then, we don't really talk much. We were so close and now its like )':.
Then there's another friend that makes me guilty again. Ahh Jessica! I don't I said more than 5 sentences to her in these 2 years! Can you believe it? I'm horrible. I feel so urgh now cos it's not that I can do anything now or change anything, Its just going to be that way.
Idk what to do already I just hope that tomorrow,
1) Everything will be okay
2) Ruined friendships will fall in place again.
3) I speak more to those who I have sinned against. (and I'm not exaggerating)
)':
Hopefully my sausages tomorrow will make up for everything.
(who am i kidding? srsly)
sadsadsadsadsad.
last day of school.
last day being with 202 tomorrow.
last day of my nonsence.
)":
please don't cry tomorrow
Then there's another friend that makes me guilty again. Ahh Jessica! I don't I said more than 5 sentences to her in these 2 years! Can you believe it? I'm horrible. I feel so urgh now cos it's not that I can do anything now or change anything, Its just going to be that way.
Idk what to do already I just hope that tomorrow,
1) Everything will be okay
2) Ruined friendships will fall in place again.
3) I speak more to those who I have sinned against. (and I'm not exaggerating)
)':
Hopefully my sausages tomorrow will make up for everything.
(who am i kidding? srsly)
sadsadsadsadsad.
last day of school.
last day being with 202 tomorrow.
last day of my nonsence.
)":
please don't cry tomorrow
Sunday, 6 November 2011
Yay I went for Cathecism Class today. (Sunday school) haha. I'm pretty sure I didn't get an overall of 75% for this year. I think the minimum requirement to upgrade to Sec 3 is 75% attendance. Ahhh but I hope Teacher Paul will be nice and not retain me! )': And next week there's a test on whatever we've learnt so far. Oh man how the hell am I going to know how to answer the questions if I hadn't come for so many lessons. Gah crap crap crap. Some more, this is not the first time I have poor attendance. In P6, I skipped so many lessons, I was supposed to be retained but luckily my mum spoke to the cathecist head and she was soo nice to let me progress to Sec 1. Hopefully all goes well. Again. Hahaha
Aww man I feel sucky now. Cos I didn't realise how close my Sister's Malay O' Levels were: This Thursday. And I haven't been very helpful either. She asked me to help her compile all the Kosa Katas (Vocab) which I did, but I didn't exactly help with finding their meanings. Idk maybe it's laziness but I'm also just really scared I find the wrong meanings and she studies them wrongly. )': Gasp. I hate this feeling. It's like guilt eating into me.
Yay going to scape tomorrow :> For farewell preparations. Hahaha I'm am so not going to act in it. I am NOTNOTNOT. I'll just be the tree or the bush.
Somehow I feel like unprivatising my blog now. Even though I kinda don't want to at the same time. On one hand since its only open to 4 readers, it feels funny, cos it's as though I'm writing to tell these 4 people stuff. Which is not exactly how I why I privatised my blog. But if I unprivatise it, I'll have to suffer the annoying feeling about seniors/ juniors talking about what I write. It's just asdfghjkl annoyingggggg. )<
Okay. baibai
Aww man I feel sucky now. Cos I didn't realise how close my Sister's Malay O' Levels were: This Thursday. And I haven't been very helpful either. She asked me to help her compile all the Kosa Katas (Vocab) which I did, but I didn't exactly help with finding their meanings. Idk maybe it's laziness but I'm also just really scared I find the wrong meanings and she studies them wrongly. )': Gasp. I hate this feeling. It's like guilt eating into me.
Yay going to scape tomorrow :> For farewell preparations. Hahaha I'm am so not going to act in it. I am NOTNOTNOT. I'll just be the tree or the bush.
Somehow I feel like unprivatising my blog now. Even though I kinda don't want to at the same time. On one hand since its only open to 4 readers, it feels funny, cos it's as though I'm writing to tell these 4 people stuff. Which is not exactly how I why I privatised my blog. But if I unprivatise it, I'll have to suffer the annoying feeling about seniors/ juniors talking about what I write. It's just asdfghjkl annoyingggggg. )<
Okay. baibai
Thursday, 3 November 2011
Today was sec4 farewell. Laura is a good speaker seriously. Haha it was soo embarrassing during the cheers. I don't even know half of the lyrics ); I was also so unenthusiastic during the whole ceremony. Haha emitting bad energy.
Omgosh I love the new timetable! Yayayay it's gonna be like Ccas on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays only. RS as per normal on Wednesday, and CSP lessons on Friday. So nothing clashes at all! I think.
Then now there's break before CSP class. Luckily I got something to eat even though I kind of lost appetite.
Now it's so sian cos I want to sleep
Omgosh I love the new timetable! Yayayay it's gonna be like Ccas on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays only. RS as per normal on Wednesday, and CSP lessons on Friday. So nothing clashes at all! I think.
Then now there's break before CSP class. Luckily I got something to eat even though I kind of lost appetite.
Now it's so sian cos I want to sleep
omg today was Netcarnival!
Cheering was okay lah. Except some parts was like seriously wtheck man haha. Thanks to Callista and Eden though for livening up the whole cheer.
Ahemahemahemjahemahem was being supppppper mean and bitchy to our classmates. Sigh is she bipolar? I think she has a delusion about herself. She's so freaking moodswingy/ meannnnn!
Gah many of our classmates were in tears )': Technically, we did win! ;D
-
I'll skip to more interesting stuff instead of narrating my day. I literally shouted at a friend today. I can't stand it when people wait for me to move first then they move. Come on, you have legs and there's lots of space around me. Is following exactly behind me the only path? NO. Are you crazy? Don't you have legsssss? Wtheck D; I was so pissed at your stupid reaction I screamed at you. Then you stopped annoying me. I really couldn't take it this time. It's like I don't want to scream at her but she pisses me off. And I rarely scream at people for the matter. So she really did piss me off. I mean why do you need to follow directly behind me? Okay maybe it seems weird but this kind of runs in my family. Like when my mum is driving, she hates too when other drivers have to crawl behind her and they can very well just cut/ overtake her. It's like their using her as a guide! );
Anyway, I'm ruining everything now. But she is too. And I don't think I can do anything about it.
Not going to anyway.
Cheering was okay lah. Except some parts was like seriously wtheck man haha. Thanks to Callista and Eden though for livening up the whole cheer.
Ahemahemahemjahemahem was being supppppper mean and bitchy to our classmates. Sigh is she bipolar? I think she has a delusion about herself. She's so freaking moodswingy/ meannnnn!
Gah many of our classmates were in tears )': Technically, we did win! ;D
-
I'll skip to more interesting stuff instead of narrating my day. I literally shouted at a friend today. I can't stand it when people wait for me to move first then they move. Come on, you have legs and there's lots of space around me. Is following exactly behind me the only path? NO. Are you crazy? Don't you have legsssss? Wtheck D; I was so pissed at your stupid reaction I screamed at you. Then you stopped annoying me. I really couldn't take it this time. It's like I don't want to scream at her but she pisses me off. And I rarely scream at people for the matter. So she really did piss me off. I mean why do you need to follow directly behind me? Okay maybe it seems weird but this kind of runs in my family. Like when my mum is driving, she hates too when other drivers have to crawl behind her and they can very well just cut/ overtake her. It's like their using her as a guide! );
Anyway, I'm ruining everything now. But she is too. And I don't think I can do anything about it.
Not going to anyway.
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
Tomorrow . #don't use me.
Hahahaha noticed I didn't talk about today? Hahaha not going to.
Tomorrow is going to be looong.
1) Net carn
2) CSP round up
3) CSP Replacement class
4) CCA
Ahhhhh i'll be in school till 555555555555555. ); Oh and I'm thinking of making a trip to the library to borrow some library books. Some Malay library books that Cikgu recommended to read. Ahahahaha it may actually help improve my Malay standard. Hahaha when i told louise this she gave me the weird look. Haha at least I'm trying!
adenrecnocmisarafsaearomy_____nagnihtynarehlle____tannogtonr.ehnoygreneymdetsawiy.awathgiartsrehslletehsrehnoh_____surcfotrosemossahmehamehasehesuacebtsuj.g_____niyonnaydoolbossti.nammelborpgnika_erfrehsit________ahw
Figure that out! ^ (I don't think even I can remember how I wrote it)
yeah and I just messed it up so it's unreadable. ahaha
Goodnight!
Tmr's net carn ;B
On a side note, don't use me please.
Tomorrow is going to be looong.
1) Net carn
2) CSP round up
3) CSP Replacement class
4) CCA
Ahhhhh i'll be in school till 555555555555555. ); Oh and I'm thinking of making a trip to the library to borrow some library books. Some Malay library books that Cikgu recommended to read. Ahahahaha it may actually help improve my Malay standard. Hahaha when i told louise this she gave me the weird look. Haha at least I'm trying!
adenrecnocmisarafsaearomy_____nagnihtynarehlle____tannogtonr.ehnoygreneymdetsawiy.awathgiartsrehslletehsrehnoh_____surcfotrosemossahmehamehasehesuacebtsuj.g_____niyonnaydoolbossti.nammelborpgnika_erfrehsit________ahw
Figure that out! ^ (I don't think even I can remember how I wrote it)
yeah and I just messed it up so it's unreadable. ahaha
Goodnight!
Tmr's net carn ;B
On a side note, don't use me please.
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
DramaNite
Omg I'm like super tired nowww)': Prolly just going to sleep after this post hahaha. Firstly,
1) Thank you Eleanor for the lift home! Otherwise I think I would have died finding a scary way home.
2) Drama nite was pretty impressive man, really! 205 was great, 105 was good too! Hahahaha overall I'm quite glad cos I thought it was worth going for...
3) I've got more to say about today, but I'm really too tired.
Hahahahaha I'm just going straight to sleep now. On the sofa. Instead of my bed. And piss everyone off. Sigh
#nights
1) Thank you Eleanor for the lift home! Otherwise I think I would have died finding a scary way home.
2) Drama nite was pretty impressive man, really! 205 was great, 105 was good too! Hahahaha overall I'm quite glad cos I thought it was worth going for...
3) I've got more to say about today, but I'm really too tired.
Hahahahaha I'm just going straight to sleep now. On the sofa. Instead of my bed. And piss everyone off. Sigh
#nights
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